As you know, I am not the best at showing my feelings. I am sorry for everything that I have done in the past. You saved me from myself, and the thanks I showed you was making your life a total nightmare. In the past, I have always tried to buy my way out with cheap gifts. What I mean by that is no piece of jewelry could ever live up to your beauty.
I am not a very good husband at all. Always looking out for #1 has been my motto. When I see how much another man loved you, instead of saying, of course, look at you, sexy, smart and talented, I yell and push you down. For this, I am sorry.
Please find it in your heart to forgive me—I do not need to forgive you. It is all my fault. I would love to take a step back, take a deep breath and start over. I know you are scared. If we can’t, I would like you to call *** and get together with him. The emails in your blog are wonderful. He loves you.
I know I don’t deserve someone as good as you in my life. Here is one single rose for a fresh start. Hopefully.